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[08 Oct 2005|07:12pm]
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-overload- [03 Jan 2005|05:23pm]
[ mood | flirty ]

last night i had a major poetic overload while listening to franz ferdinand. what can i say, those sexy boys inspire me.

today was the first day back at school. almost had a mental breakdown at lunch when i saw jared. for some reason...i wanted him. right there. he looked so...hot. ugh. i'm sick in the head.

other then that, not that much went on. just normal stuff i guess. i was way hyper though. probably due to lack of sleep. or something.


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-bored...survey- [02 Jan 2005|03:58pm]
[ mood | bored ]

001. What is your name? Rachel Bernth
002. Spell your name backwards. htnreb lehcar
003. Date of birth: January 21, 1988
004. Male or female? female
005. Astrological sign: scorpio
006. Nicknames: none
007. Occupation: student
008. Height: 5'4"
009. Weight: 125
010. Hair color: red
012. Where were you born? detroit
013. Where do you reside now? riverview
014. Age: 17
015. Screen names: TragicRedemption
016. E-mail address: thehappiestbunny8705@yahoo.com
017. What does your screen name stand for? i don't know. i just like it.
018. What is your woohu user name? what now?
019. What does your Blurty user name stand for? i don't have one
021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake? i dunno. i don't get birthday cake
022. Piercings? ears
023. Tattoo's? not currently
024. Shoe size: 9
025. Righty or lefty? right
026. Wearing: hoodie and sweatpants
027. Hearing: my brother's video game
028. Feeling: bored
029. Eating/drinking: nothing

-=Friends Stuff=-
Which one of your friends is the....
030. Craziest? um...kayla or dave pierce
031. Loudest? kayla
032. Nicest? michelle
033. Bitchiest? me
034. Life of the party? holly
035. Jock? ew.
036. Prep? ew again
037. Rebel? jared
038. Cutest? wtf. i dunno.
039. Best friend of the same sex? ash i suppose
040. Best friend of the opposite sex? dave pierce
041. Most popular? none of us are popular
042. Rudest? me again
043. Most shy? steph
044. Dumbest? kayla
045. Smartest? ash
046. Weirdest? holly
047. Has the best hair? uhm...
048. Best personality? pfff...
049. Most talented? holly
050. Most ghetto? ghetto...lol
051. Most spoiled? me
052. Drama queen? me
053. Pain in the ass? me
054. Funniest? ash
055. Best advice giver? ash
056. Druggie? jared
057. Most likely to join a cult? probably jared
058. Have you lost touch with a good friend recently? not recently, no
059. Person you've been friends with the longest? lisa
060. How many friends do you have on your buddy list? 96

~*Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff*~
061. Have you ever been in love? yes
062. How many people have you told "I love you"? a lot
063. How many people have you been in love with? 3
065. Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex? yes
067. What do you look for in a guy/girl? someone who makes me feel completely safe
068. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? eyes
069. What type of guy/girl do you usually go for? skinny pale, dark hair, light eyes, good personality, fun, easy to talk to
070. Do you have a bf/gf? nope
071. If so where did you meet them? n/a
072. What do you like most about your bf/gf? n/a
073. Do you have a crush right now? yes
074. If so who is it? -the boy-
075. Do you believe in love at first sight? yes
076. Do you remember your first love? yes
077. Who is the first person you kissed thats not your mom or dad? tom
078. Do you believe in fate? yes
079. Do you believe in soul mates? yes
080. If so do you believe you'll ever find yours? yes

~*Family Stuff*~
104. How many siblings do you have? 1
105. What are your parents names? al and sharon
106. What are your siblings names? brandon
107. How many siblings does your mother have? 4
108. How many siblings does your father have? 2
109. Where are your parents from? downriver...ish
110. Is your family close? on my mom's side yes, at home and on my dad's side, no
111. Does your family get together for holidays? yes
112. Do you have a drunk uncle? no
113. Any medical problems run through your family? probably
114. Dos someone in your family wear a toupee? no
115. Do you have any nieces or nephews? no
116. Are your parents divorced? no
117. Do you have step parents? n/a
118. Has your family ever disowned another member of your family? yes
119. If so for what? being homosexual
120. Did some of your family come to America from another country? probably

121. What song perfectly describes you/your life? um...
122. What's the most embarrasing cd you own? n/a
123. What's the best cd you own? taking back sunday - where you want to be
124. What song do you absolutely hate? i dunno
125. Do you sing in the shower? all the time
126. What song reminds you of that special someone? i dunno

152. Color: pink
153. Food: i dunno
154. Song: this song has been brought to you by a falling bomb - thursday
155. Show: eh...
156. Subject: english
157. Band/singer: taking back sunday, him, the used, or thursday
158. Animal: kitty
159. Outfit: um...pass
160. Radio station: 89x
161. Movie: dirty dancing...the original
162. Shoes: converse
163. Cartoon: pass
164. Actor: johnny depp
165. Actress: julia roberts
166. Potato chip: salt and vinegar
167. Drink: cherry coke
168. Alcholic drink: don't drink
169. Holiday: n/a
170. Perfume/cologne: eh...pass
171. Pizza topping: pineapple
172. Jello flavor: strawberry
173. Lunch meat: ew
174. Board game: scrabble
175. Video game: tetris!
176. Website: this one
177. Book: there's quite a few
178. Computer game: sims2
179. Number: 462572457
180. Cereal: anything with those fun marshmellows
181. Comedian: dane cook
182. Dessert: moose tracks ice cream
183. Disney character: belle
184. Clothing store: i dunno
185. Past time: writing
186. Teacher: collins...or kremkus
187. Childhood toy: i don't know
188. Carnival/Amusement Park game/ride: the raptor and ceder point
189. Candy bar: hershey
190. Magazine: ym
191. Salad dressing: italian
192. Thing to do on the weekend: nothing. like always
193. Hot drink: coffee
194. Season: fall
195. Sport to watch: ick
196. Person to talk to online: -the boy- or ricky

~*Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits*~
197. What color are your sheets? tie die
198. What color are your bedroom walls? um...white
199. Do you have posters on your wall? yes
200. If so of what? blink 182, all american rejects, the used, ville valo, happy bunny, bsb (on my door that i'm too lazy to get rid of), clay aiken, polo jeans model...and a bunch of mag pics
201. Do you have a tv in your bedroom? yes
202. How many pillows are on your bed? 2
203. What do you normally sleep in? panties
204. Describe your favorite pair of pajamas: i don't wear them
205. What size bed do you have? twin
206. Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed.? no
207. Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom? yes, but it's broken
208. Do you listen to music while trying to fall asleep? no
209. Describe the last nightmare you had: i was being chased by the guy who owned a walgreens and he was trying to stab me
210. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? sometimes
211. How many people can comfortably sleep in your bed? just me
212. Do you sleep in any unusual positions? yup
213. Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling? no
214. Do you snore? no
215. How about drool? sometimes
216. Do you have an alarm clock in your room? yes
217. What color is the carpet in your room? beige
218. What's under your bed? shoe boxes full of stuff. two flutes and a piccolo, music stand, backpack full of crap, boardgames

~*This or That*~
219. Coke/Pepsi: coke
220. Doughnuts/bagels: doughnuts
221. Day/night: night
222. Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west: west
223. Heaven/hell: neither
224. Make love/have sex: love
246. Pink/red: pink
247. Colored pictures/black and white photos: black and white
248. Meat/vegetables: veggies
249. Mexican food/chinese food: chinese
250. Commercials/infomercials: none
251. Scary movies/comedies: comedies
252. Bikinis/one piece bathing suits: bikinis
253. Sandals/tennis shoes: sandals
254. Dogs/cats: cats
255. Unicorns/fairies: fairies
256. Water/land: water
257. Sugar/spice: sugar
258. Black/white: white
259. Ribbons/bows: ribbons
260. Chicken/beef: chicken
261. Colored christmas lights/regular white christmas lights: colored
262. Cars/trucks: cars
263. Austin Powers/James Bond: austin
264. Popcorn/pretzels: popcorn
265. Hip/hop: hop
266. Passionate kiss/peck: passionate
267. WWE wrestling/real wrestling: none
268. Back rub/foot massage: none
269. Picture frames/photo albums: frames
270. Pens/pencils: pencils

~*What Is Your Opinion Of The Following*~
271. Eminem: he's a smart guy
272. Virgins: innocent
273. God: nope
274. The Osbournes: funny
275. Reality TV: sometimes entertaining
276. J.Lo: ass
277. Religion: excuse
278. Emo music: yay!
279. Valentine's Day: love
280. Christina Aguilera's comeback: hah...when was that?
281. Homosexuals: love em'
282. Abortion: not cool for me
283. Inter-racial relationships: love is love
284. Murder: icky
285. Death: crappy
286. Obesity: bad for your health
287. Pre-marital sex: eh..not sure
288. Terrorism: sutpid
289. Pornography: ew
290. Fortune tellers: interesting
291. Threesomes: i dunno
292. Prostitution: sad
293. Politics: i'm a liberal
294. Country music: stupid
295. George W. Bush: dumbest man who ever lived
296. Cloning: depends on what kind. if it could help people, go ahead.
297. Britney's boobs: fake
298. Gas prices in America: Too high

~*Name Game*~
What Do You Think Of When You Hear These Common Names?...
299. Jack: sparrow
300. Tiffany: okay
301. Ben: affleck
302. Maria: idk
303. Jennifer: garner
304. Who have you known the longest of your friends?: lisa
305. Are you close to any family member?: no
306. Who do you hang around the most?: ashley, kayla
307. When have you cried the most: wtf does this have to do with names?
308. What's the best feeling in the world?: love
309. Worst Feeling? broken heart
310. What time is it now?: 5:35 p.m

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-dreams and love letters- [02 Jan 2005|03:28pm]
[ mood | confused ]

last night i went over to brandon's (home-schooled guy who lives on my street) to watch napoleon dynamite with rachel n. and lisa. it was...interesting. he played guitar for us and i saw that he has BOTH of the used's cd's and i don't. i must fix this.

then i came home and got online for a bit and decided to go to bed. i tried the whole sleeping thing for awhile, but that wasn't working out, and i had a lot on my mind, so i wrote a letter to ricky on some of my pretty stationary...problem is...i don't have his address. duher. i'll have to get it from him, because he really needs to read what i wrote to him.

then i popped in the first harry potter video because there was nothing on t.v to watch and slowly drifted off to sleep...only to dream that...

my mom had adopted a small baby boy and i was going out with -the boy-. we were to go to saidie's together and lucy told me to buy him a cake. so i bought him a large cake (there was something written on it, but i don't remember what) and as i was waiting for him to pick me up, roger taylor called me and informed me that he was to take me to -the boy's- work to meet him there. reluctantly i go with the flow and roger comes to get me. we go to where -the boy- works and we head off to saidie's after he plays me a song on his guitar. we get to saidie's and i give him the cake. he says he likes it. then suddenly he is gone. and jared is there. so i start kissing jared. jared and i share a slow dance and then i go off and run into sara sunday. sara and i start searching for -the boy- and we end up in this dark hallway where we can't see anything. then i'm back home with my new adopted sibling, and then back to saidie's with -the boy-. the two of us ended up in a red room and he was about to kiss me when mr. haut appeared and told us to get out. then i woke up.

itneresting, yes? 

1 lying eye x give me the words

-i wrote you a song- [01 Jan 2005|06:40pm]
[ mood | creative ]

here's some lyrics i just wrote. tell me what you think.

Shoot Our Love Away
Oh, I was worth it once,
But after the bitter breakups ended,
We're left without our hearts defended,
Looking past your cold gray eyes,
I can see the image of your purposeful lies,
And you left me here with my gun to shoot,
Pointed in your direction (you didn't even know),
All I had to do was pull the trigger,
Let you fall in a puddle of your own blood.

But I couldn't.
No, I wouldn't.
Wouldn't let you fall because I still love you.
Somehow, someway,
Your heart speaks to me today.
And I can't let you go.
No, I can't let you go.

And oh, I was beautiful once,
But after sleepless nights without happy endings,
My eyes turned to stone and sleep is pending,
In the distance, it's foggy now,
I can't see your face, I'm lost in silence.

Shoot, shoot the gun, let me go now.
I know you want to.
Let me run, far away from here
You know I want to.

But you couldn't.
No, you wouldn't.
Wouldn't let me run because you still love me.
Somehow, someway,
My heart spoke to you today.
And you can't let me go.
No, you can't let me go.

Oh, we were lovers once.
But we never understood our passion,
We hated our own love, hated our own hearts.
We found the guns in the closet, pointed them and said,
"If I can't have you, you can't have anyone else."

But we couldn't,
No we wouldn't,
Wouldn't let us fall because we still had our love,
Somehow, someway,
Our hearts spoke to us today,
And I can’t let you go,
No, you can't let me go.

6 lying eyes x give me the words

-yeah.- [01 Jan 2005|03:56pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

so this is how my new year went. i watched the big ball drop on my small t.v in the comfort of my own bed in my comfy sweats. by myself. that was it. then i listened to taking back sunday and went to sleep. because i have no life.

so happy new year everyone. good wishes and all that shit.

um...i cleaned my room today. like not the normal just straightening up a bit, but the whole reorginize and vacuum thing. it's all clean now. so that's good i suppose.

so yeah. i just got imed by a random person who likes my poems. that's always fun.

somebody should take me out and make me all happy. that would be cool.



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